Chapter 88: Kiss goodbye
“Hey Julian-sama, do you remember when we first met in this world? You coldly dismissed me, saying you didn’t like talking to noble daughters like me.”
For me, it was not our first encounter, but a reunion. You were always so beautiful, born into the royal family, blessed with both beauty and talent, and could get anything you wanted. I thought you were an enviable person, only seeing your surface.
But that’s because I had only seen the superficial side of you. You were a very mysterious person.
As we grew older, you acted like a spoiled child in front of me. I realized that it was just the flip side of loneliness and it made me love you even more.
Julian-sama was a pitiful person. He was kicked out of the palace, had no trustworthy friends, and couldn’t open his heart to anyone. In addition, his fiancée was an evil villainess.
I don’t know if he fell in love with Princess Chai or not, but I think he always wanted to be loved by someone.
I am sure I could never fulfill that wish. At least not the me from back then.
“I have learned a lot since this life began for me. There have been many frustrating times when things didn’t go as I wanted them to, but… it makes me very happy to know that there are people who see me as Aliseteen.”
I keep talking to him in a breathy voice. His complexion is still pale, and when the moonlight reflects on him, he looks like a doll. I grab his hand even tighter, feeling scared.
“Julian-sama gave me so much love. He called me Alise, looked at me with loving eyes, and told me he loved me with those lips. I love seeing your smile so much.”
I hope that you can smile genuinely again.
That is all I wish for.
“It made me so happy… since it was something I had been dreaming of for so long. I wish that from now on, you would only smile at me.”
Whenever Julian-sama’s beautiful fingers touch me, they make me feel like I’m burning. I am too embarrassed to react in any cute way.
“I’m sorry for not being honest until now. Aliseteen truly loves Julian-sama from the bottom of her heart. This feeling will never change.”
Tears spilled out and soaked the pure white sheets. The stain quickly spread.
“I might make you suffer again, but I know Julian-sama will overcome it. Please make an effort to be kinder and not scare people away.”
I gave a small smile and gently kissed his cheek.
“Goodbye, Julian-sama.”
The moonlight on his face swayed, making it look as though he was crying.
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