My Children Swarm the Cosmos – Chapter 181

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟖𝟏: 𝐕𝐨𝐢𝐝 𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 (2)

I thought that truly nobody was left in this universe, but they were there.

They were the last existences that would witness the end of the universe.

“Believer. . . . . .?”

➖. . . . . .Who are you to know our name?

Kreion began to cry without knowing why, the moment he realized that there were others besides him.

Those who were watching him beyond the black hole felt pity and an inexplicable sense of kinship.

That was why they hurriedly left the black hole and entered the heart of Euryale, the only one left. 

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“The Chimeraz. . . . I understand everything now.”

The egg-shaped object had heard all of Kreion’s past stories.

It told him everything from the moment the Voyager sent to the empty boundary of the Local Supercluster encountered them, to the races of the Local Supercluster going extinct one by one, to the human galaxy’s Hecartra star system and dark nebulae being at war, and finally to being trapped in the space they created and suffering attacks through time.

“The Chimeraz were one of the few races we could truly trust. It was a long time ago, though.”

“Kemet Agele Kreion. That’s my name.”

“Kreion. . . .”

The Believer pondered his name.

“You were the one who was fighting alongside our brethren waging war in the region of the dark nebulae before suddenly disappearing.”

“What do you mean by suddenly disappearing?”

“At the time, we had occupied the sacred pits of the Local Supercluster and used them as our dwellings. Then the time came for our race to fight with all our might, and we entrusted over 95% of our race to you.”

That meant that the Believers who were sacrificed in the region of the dark nebulae at the time accounted for 95% of the entire Believer race.

Was it because each member of the Believers was a transcendental being that they didn’t have many members in their race?

“And the remaining 5% of us were divided again. 4% of them went to the last beings of the human galaxy to fight alongside them, but when we arrived, the civilizations there had already become elements in the hot magma.”

As was the case with the other galaxies, humanity, the Aooa, the Crolr, the Hyraguroa, and others of the human galaxy were not safe.

“So the 4% of us conducted observation and survival in the sacred pits of the human galaxy. The remaining 1% prepared for the human galaxy’s defeat, left the Local Supercluster, and found and settled in other sacred pits.”

“Believer. I looked into the fragmented history and memories of the Ycloquasar. The vast gravity exerted by the gigantic gravitational force of the Laniakea Supercluster was the civilization of the Ycloquasar.”

“It’s hard to imagine how many Ycloquasars were there.”

“The Ycloquasar made the human galaxy their final target for propagation. . . . What was the situation there if you had left the Local Supercluster and settled in the black hole of another galaxy group?”

“As you know, except for the Local Supercluster, everywhere else in the Laniakea Supercluster was dead because of the Ycloquasar.”

“. . . .”

The Ycloquasar had annihilated all intelligent beings in the Laniakea Supercluster and invaded the Local Supercluster last.

In other words, at that time, the Local Supercluster was the final region that could stand against the Ycloquasar, and it was the galaxy group with the last survivors.

“After that, we observed the Laniakea Supercluster for a very long time and realized something. That the Ycloquasar were a force that could never be defeated.”

The Ycloquasar were those who waged wars they never lost and had regions and army sizes that could never be surpassed.

So in fact, Kreion and the Local Supercluster were as good as defeated. From the moment they were enclosed in that space, the Ycloquasar had already won.

Even if they had defeated the Ycloquasar in the dark nebula, destroyed all the Ycloquasar in the human galaxy, and reclaimed the entire Local Supercluster,

In the end, what awaited them were even more Ycloquasars from the Laniakea Supercluster.

“The mass of just their War Harvesters alone was enough to create several galaxies. If you combined the energy they wielded in the Laniakea Supercluster, they would have been able to crush the likes of the Local Supercluster to dust from the beginning.”

However, the Ycloquasar’s purpose was not simple destruction, but harvest.

They progressed by absorbing the memories, experiences, enlightenment, history, and so on of the minds of excellent transcendental beings. That was why they went through the trouble of using War Harvesters and similar ground weapons and fought in the form of ‘invasion’.

If they hadn’t had the goal of harvest, they could have destroyed the Local Supercluster with a pan-universal weapon that manipulated dark energy without the need to invade.

“. . . Did the dark nebula disappear from the space you knew?”

“It didn’t disappear, but it was like an irregularly expanding sacred pit. So we couldn’t find out any information inside and it was difficult to even approach it.”

“If it was like a black hole, you should have been able to approach it with your technological prowess.”

“It was irregular. We couldn’t even approach it because we couldn’t figure out the expansion speed, rotation speed, or even how big the space it occupied was.”

The story after that was obvious.

While the final battle was taking place in the closed space, other Ycloquasars that had invaded the human galaxy annihilated all of them, including humanity. The races of the neighboring galaxies that had evacuated to the human galaxy fought until the end, but they had no chance against them. That’s the story.

But why,

Why had so much time passed?

“Wasn’t their goal to harvest my mind and Lopez’s mind. . .?”

“They could have given up on that goal.”

“If they had finished tidying up the human galaxy, called in more War Harvesters, and then lifted the closed space. . . . Couldn’t they have subdued the likes of me and Lopez at any time?”

“It’s amazing that you defeated the Ycloquasar inside the closed space. But it’s too late. Originally, if you had defeated the ones inside the closed space, the closed space would have been lifted, but before you could defeat them inside, another Ycloquasar approached from outside and maintained the space.”

“So the ones maintaining the space from the outside disappeared?”

“Yes. They ran out of the energy to maintain the space. It was a long time ago that they confined your world, but in the time of the world that you sense, even a second made a huge difference.”

“But instead of maintaining the closed space like that, they could have just lifted the space themselves and aimed for me and Lopez with more Ycloquasars.”

“Yes. We thought about that for as long as it takes for a star to be born and die. Why did they keep the region enclosing the dark nebula as long as possible even after they had annihilated everything in the human galaxy. . . .”

And the Believer must have come to a conclusion that was probably correct.

“If you and Lopez had really tricked the Ycloquasar inside and counterattacked their minds, the Ycloquasar inside must have felt a sense of crisis.”

‘A sense of crisis. . . .’

“You and Lopez. . . . No, Lopez is dead, so they must have seen you. They regarded you as a major threat to their community.”

For such a simple reason.

However, to them, it wasn’t a simple reason.

“You must understand how rare it is for them to feel a ‘sense of crisis’.”

“That’s. . . . . . .”

“You are seen as a much greater threat to them than they expected.”

“So they gave up on the harvest. . . . And made the strategy to kill me slowly through time. . . .”

“Think about it. How big is the Laniakea Supercluster? The numerous galaxy clusters and galaxy groups, and the numerous galaxies in that region. . . . You were a coveted fruit to them, but you may not have been the only fruit. You may not have been a fruit that they absolutely had to eat. If there was even a slight chance that they would suffer by eating it, it was right for them to give up like that.”

Then an important question arose at this point.

“Where are those Ycloquasars now?”

“They went extinct.”

Kreion had a look of disbelief.

“The Ycloquasar became the last race in the visible universe. They became the race that survived until the human galaxy and the Andromeda Galaxy combined, the map of the Laniakea Supercluster changed, stars went out, and there were more black holes than stars.”

“How did beings with that kind of size and technological prowess go extinct?”

“A force more powerful than the Ycloquasar approached from somewhere in the visible universe.”

“What. . .?”

“Actually, even the expression ‘approached’ is wrong. They folded a space much larger than a galaxy cluster in its entirety and appeared next to it without any warning.”

He was speechless.

“They destroyed the entire Ycloquasar community and took the gigantic gravitational force that was a precious power source for themselves in the coldly cooling universe. Fortunately, we the Believers were not interested in any power source other than the sacred pits, so we were outside the line of sight of the powerful race that annihilated the Ycloquasar.”

Then, when even the gigantic gravitational force cooled down and they depended on white dwarfs to live, they gradually weakened.

In the end, the race that was more powerful than the Ycloquasar gathered at the black hole in search of their last power source.

“However, we had been increasing the number of our members by occupying sacred pits since a long time ago. We had expected that they, too, would covet our sanctuary if they were mortals like us, so we were able to win the long siege war against them.”

That was the story from an unimaginably distant past to the present.

That was the whole story.

“. . . Believer. I want to turn everything back.”

“What do you mean by turn everything back?”

“I want to go back to the past. If the Ycloquasar could manipulate time and I, like this, could come here by transcending time, could I not try again by going back in time?”

“Kreion. . . .”

“You must have a way. Haven’t you had so much time? Longer than the Ycloquasar. . . . You, who have existed longer than those powerful beings who annihilated the Ycloquasar, must know.”

A way to turn back time.

“That’s impossible.”

“Haven’t you realized everything in this universe? You must know.”

“Kreion. Don’t you actually know?”

“There must be a way. A way. . . .”

“As you said, we have realized all the laws and flows of this universe. However, this is a separate issue from realization. Whether we realize it or not.”

The Believer stated firmly.

“Going back to the past is ‘impossible’.”

I want to deny it.

“No matter what happens, no matter what ability or willpower you have, it’s ‘impossible’.”

That can’t be.

“You can’t go back to the past. If that was possible, wouldn’t all beings in this universe be immortal?”

There must be a way. There must be a way. There must be a way. There must be a way.

“If everyone was ‘immortal’, what value would life have and what meaning would civilization have? If you could turn back time, what, what moment could you cherish?”

“It may be hard to accept, but that is the reality of this universe. Time is relative, but it always flows in one direction.”

“Even if you can adjust the relative time of something, time that has already passed does not return.”

“So, this may sound harsh, but I’ll tell you again for sure.”

“Going back to the past is absolutely impossible.”

“. . . . . .I see.”

Kreion accepted that reality.

So he said again.

“. . . Then is it possible to start over from the beginning?”

“From the beginning. . .?” 

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Long ago, in a time now lost to memory, there was a staircase presented to Kreion by Lopez.

“There is a transcendence beyond theoretical concepts.”

“You mean a transcendence that doesn’t exist in reality?”

“It may or may not exist. It could exist or not exist simultaneously or not exist at all in the past, present, and future. We can’t define it or know what kind of existence or concept it is. We’re all mortal beings with limited intellect, and our language has its limitations.”

“Cut the crap and tell me what it is.”

“Transcendence of dimensions.”

His words.

➖What do you think God is?

➖An entity we imagine as God.

➖It’s a life form in the beginning.

➖It must have been matter.

➖Forget about the God you know.

➖God is matter.

➖If God is intelligent, it must have been a living creature.

➖Redefine that kind of God somewhere. Redefine its existence.

➖I’m talking about the most likely scenario for the matter we are, to continue existing in the future.

➖And anyone can modify a scenario if they have the qualifications and the ability. You need to adopt an omniscient perspective.

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You can’t give up.

The will to start again, the determination, was instilled in me. There were such beings.

You can’t give up.

In fact, all of this was imagined, anticipated, and prepared for by someone, who showed us the steps, taught us, and finally sacrificed their own life. . . There was an existence I could no longer hate.

So now this is the only way, this is how it was meant to be, and someone had to do it in the end.

“I will transcend dimensions.”

“Kreion. . . No one has ever done that.”

“But you know the method. You knew about transcendence in 2621, so you, who now understand everything in the universe, can show me the way.”

Then the Believer remembered the being called Kreion again.

“. . .Yes. . . You were originally this kind of guy. Even then, you were a friend who often surprised us.”

He was a friend.

They thought of Kreion as a friend.

“Tell me how to transcend dimensions.”

“I know, but it’s difficult. In fact, it’s almost impossible, and I can’t promise anything. . . Is that okay?”

“I’ll start all over again. I’m going to struggle even if I’m destined to die this way.”

“For the sake of transcending dimensions, our entire race will have to sacrifice for you. In other words, we, the last remaining force in this universe, are entrusting everything to you.”

At that point, Kreion tried to say something more, but he closed his mouth.

And then he carefully opened his mouth again.

It was a look of regret, far from being comfortable.

“. . . . . .Can you do that?”

“I wanted to watch the end of the universe to the end, but. . . As you said, we’re all going to die anyway. Because we’re mortals.”

Mortals.

The Believer’s sincerity was contained in that word.

“Kreion, we don’t want immortality. Just. . .”

The Believer. They are also mortals. Because they have been mortals longer than anyone else since long ago.

“I want to last a little longer. . . Our young minds seem to have awakened because of you.”

And so began the final journey in this universe.

“How do you transcend dimensions?”

“We have to escape the spacetime that imprisons us, this universe. Only then can we try to break free from the shackles of the laws.”

“How do you escape?”

“You have to cross the void boundary, reach the end of spacetime, and even go beyond that.”

“What happens after you cross over?”

“Start over, my friend.”

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It’s an era where everything is dying anyway.

Instead of despairing, the Believers had faith. The faith they created within themselves kept them from despairing and allowed them to humbly accept the fate they could not avoid.

However, the Believers who had accepted it in this way were also mortals, and as inevitable mortals, they were beings who desired to survive.

“We want you to become a god and be our eternal friend.”

“Does that mean you can become a god if you transcend dimensions?”

“The absence of God is fear.”

They willingly changed the faith they had created. It was a change driven by necessity.

“If there really is no God, or if there is a God who has no intention of saving us all from death. . . Then that’s a non-existent God.”

In the coldly dead universe, the Believers who existed in each black hole gathered around Kreion’s Euryale.

At that moment, the Believers shed their egg-shaped bodies and became pure light, which warmly enveloped Euryale.

In the freezing cold universe, the warmth created by their sacrifice was all the more touching and grateful.

“Because of you, we found our direction. We have to create a god ourselves who will save our future.”

“That was me.”

“You become a god and set everything right. You become the ultimate god who is kind and friendly to mortals, like a friend.”

A fragment of the spirit that made up the Believer, a particle of light that made up the Believer’s body, even the minute and vast waves and a single space were converted into energy for Kreion.

“We are willing to sacrifice ourselves for the mortals of all timelines, including us.”

“Am I going to be alone again. . .?”

“Your heart, your memories, your spirit. What is contained within them is the key to salvation and a new universe. Those you cherished and all of us who sacrificed for you will eventually exist within you.”

The Believers who enveloped Euryale were consumed.

Several closed spaces were created, pulling Euryale in, and several more opened, releasing Euryale.

Distance is something that exists in space, and velocity is merely a matter of determining direction, so it didn’t play a major role in this transcendental movement.

As they moved to somewhere far away, more amazing things happened.

“Your brain and your wave network are too narrow. So I’ll expand them. At the end of all the life transcendence and machine transcendence in this universe is spiritual transcendence, and in order to reach the end of dimensional transcendence, you need a mental of that size as a vessel.”

Space itself became Kreion’s brain and thought circuit.

It was a vast mental world that could never be reached by the unique waves of the Chimeraz or the neurons that made up their brains.

It was not a matter of intelligence, but a realm of enlightenment, the answer to what kind of vessel the spirit should be contained in when it reaches the limits of spiritual transcendence.

The black holes created an invisible map, and that map would have taken the same structure as Kreion’s brain.

“The Ycloquasar and those stronger than the Ycloquasar also had a time when they gained the enlightenment necessary to carry out the theory of dimensional transcendence. But. . .”

They all died.

“It was too late because the universe had already expanded so much. The world was dying much faster than our mortal beings were advancing.”

“But you’re saying it’s possible. . .”

“We have existed much longer than the Ycloquasar and them, gained more enlightenment, and have long since completed our understanding of the sanctuaries and dark energy that will become today’s energy sources. So today, we are the only force in this universe that understands everything. That’s why now, through your existence, we can regain the young minds we lost and at least try.”

“Why am I the main character in this? Was it just a matter of will?”

“It’s similar. We’ve been chipped and hardened by such a long time that we can’t think flexibly anymore. Our will has been replaced by faith to stave off despair, and our eagerness has become nonexistent. . .”

➖Even if we know the method, we can’t try it. This is also the fundamental reason why the Ycloquasar in the past tried to selectively harvest mental transcendents who were constantly trying to advance. Even to the young them at the time, your mind had remarkable potential.

Kreion was freed from his body, and even the vessel that held his mind no longer needed to exist as an object. The very form of the universe became his mind.

➖I want you to become a god who can love something. . . Our eternal friend. . .

Euryale became one with the Believers and became light, and Kreion also became one with it and became light. That light became the only evidence that proved the existence called Kreion.

‘I won’t forget you.’

The Believer did not disappear. It was just that as they entered Kreion’s expanded mental world, they became beings that were no longer observed in the real universe. So they are not dead. They never die, unless they are forgotten in memory.

Everything is in Kreion.

Will, faith, information, knowledge, intelligence, even emotions became part of Kreion within Kreion, becoming a single transcendent being called Kreion.

Kreion came to understand everything and realized on his own how to advance to the end faster than the universe was expanding. Eventually, he overtook space with his own energy.

After that, it cannot be explained in human language.

Kreion, who was alone but not alone, endured more eons, spreading his mind and thoughts like an expanding brain in the space he had passed through, and enduring more eons, and finally reached the end of the universe where there was nothing.

The universe was spacetime, and beyond the universe was a space where there was no universe, a place where there was no spacetime or even rules.

‘Time can never be turned back.’

‘So from the beginning. . .’

‘I have to make it again and start over. . .’

It was not a matter of writing new rules on a white sheet of paper or of actually becoming a god and recreating.

Beyond the universe, there is not even a blank sheet of paper.

In fact, it is a place where the word world cannot be used. It is meaningless to say that you have become a god (as an existence), and it may not be possible to recreate (as an act).

Because beyond this universe is truly a ‘nothing’ place.

Even the expression void is not accurate. It’s not empty, it’s a place that doesn’t exist. Even the word empty is an expression that is only possible if there is space.

That’s why it couldn’t be expressed in human language.

It was impossible to think in human language.

However, Kreion felt little by little that part of himself was passing beyond that.

‘My mind. . .’

His vast mind is left in this universe.

He could cross over everything, but he couldn’t.

The part of the mind that formed the ‘will’ crossed over first, and the other parts that made up the mind were left in this universe.

In this way, Kreion left 99% of himself in this universe and opened the door to dimensional transcendence. 

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Large.

Claws like thorns are attached to the top like barbs.

A hose is attached.

Round.

There is a circumference.

There are also large thorns on the surface.

“My 412th subject child. . .”

Mother.

“I love you.”

Was my mother alive in my memory?

“If you don’t forget, you don’t die.”

Mother.

“Do you have any regrets?”

. . .Yes.

“What regrets?”

I don’t remember.

“So what should you do from now on?”

I don’t know.

Can you teach me again?

Can’t you give me advice like you did back then?

“You can understand.”

I became ignorant of everything.

I feel like I left everything behind.

“But you know.”

The things I knew, the things I cherished, all the things I went through were somewhere, but now I don’t know.

“It will be in you like this mother.”

What is it?

Why did you leave me?

Why did you kill yourself?

There must have been a way to live together.

It didn’t matter if you didn’t hurry.

Why did you do that? Weren’t you hungry? Did you really love me? Or did you make that choice for the sake of your race? Knowing what I would feel when I was left alone after you left, how could you make such a choice? Not a day goes by that I don’t think about my mother. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss my mother, so the group consciousness is left with the existence of my mother, and whenever the leaders ask questions about my mother or talk to each other, I remember my mother again and how much it hurts.

“I love you.”

I miss you.

I miss you and I want to see you, but I resent you.

Mother.

I killed your 499 children, lived well as you wished, and led the race, but as you can see, this is the result.

“Can you die for someone too?”

I can die.

I have things I want to protect.

Perhaps there will be things I want to regain.

That’s all that’s left of my will.

“Why do you want to protect it? Why do you want it back?”

To live.

“Wrong.”

To survive.

“That’s not it either.”

What is the answer?

“The answer is in you.”

I don’t know what that is.

“The reason you can sacrifice yourself. The reason you are here now. The reason you live. The reason you die. The reason you exist. The reason you want to climb stairs, kill others, protect, survive, and exist. The reason that permeates all your thoughts and actions.”

“Your reason.”

I am. . .

“Tell me why you can die again, three times, tens of millions of times. Tell yourself why you can embrace even death and suffering.”

Not to live, not to survive.

Because I want to protect it. I want to protect it.

“You must have the same heart as this mother. The one who died in front of your eyes must have had the same heart. Because I want to protect it. Because I want to protect it.”

“If you had given birth to something, you would know this feeling. With that kind of will, you can do anything. Anything.”

“Why did you do that?”

“Why were you able to do that?”

I am. . .

“Yes.”

“Show this mother your true self.”

Because I love them.

“. . .You’re kind.”

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411th.

“Did the colony spread well thanks to me?”

I’m sorry. I needed your ability.

“It doesn’t matter because you did better than me. I was a little upset that I dropped out from the beginning. . . That’s it.”

433rd.

“Is this the Kabana I knew?”

It’s your Kabana.

It’s the Kabana that you started and I evolved.

“He’s a great guy.”

457th.

“Why are there so many Elites?”

I was able to make a lot of them.

“You’re really amazing. Did you follow me to sit on the throne?”

Yes. I learned that by watching you.

“Why did you leave out the Gloworm? You stole that from me too.”

My Gloworm can also explode.

429th.

428th.

“The Tritula legs I made are stuck to other things.”

Tritula’s thick legs were a suitable blueprint to support her heavy body.

“Hey, why are you only using Hydra as a worker?”

This is because Hydra is vulnerable to being hit because it lacks armor.

“It hurts my pride.”

“Ha! You’re saying that my Tritula is superior to your Hydra?”

Instead, the tentacles derived from Hydra are blueprints that are useful for Chimeraz aircraft and bio-planets.

“Wow. . . Are you saying that the one I made is attached to the bigger kids. . . I heard?”

“Tsk.”

470th.

“So, thanks to mother, you knew that I was betraying you?”

Mother’s help was great.

“That. . . I’m sorry for trying to take your child and attack you in reverse.”

I have something to apologize for too.

“What is it?”

If you hadn’t betrayed me, I would have betrayed you first.

“Bad boy.”

I’m sorry.

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I finally found it.

The city’s Lopez of the spiritual world is walking down the street.

I transformed my body into a Cresecter to approach him.

There was a playground where young humans were running around him.

As I approached them, my size caused the sunlight to be blocked and a shadow cast. And because of my inner light, the area was faintly tinged with red light.

The young humans in the playground froze and looked up at me blankly.

Lopez also looked up at me, following the gaze of the young humans.

‘Lopez.’

Lopez’s subconscious mind, looking up at me, must be feeling fear.

‘Make me.’

He may not be able to understand my whisper, but his subconscious mind, inherent in his mind, will move in that direction according to my will.

‘Make the Chimeraz. And before the simulation of Experimental Subject 412 is over, be sure to find the being called the Believer. They are in a black hole.’

Soon Lopez will wake up from the dream created by his subconscious mind and return to reality.

‘But this time, tell the Believers about my existence.’

‘Then the Believers will recognize me faster and teach me more actively.’

Lopez has a lot to do before I am born with a physical body and a young mind.

‘Anima Selas is a being that I definitely need. Without her, she will not be able to stop me who want to destroy you and all of humanity.’

‘And connect your loyal Transcendencer to your mind.’

‘The most powerful thing in the universe is time, but you and Transcendencer must pursue cells and create the Chimeraz.’

‘I also want you to actively attack my Chimeraz fleet with the Phase Assault Troops’ transmitted shells.’

‘In the future, beings that will threaten the local galactic army will transmit troops inside the ship, so the Chimeraz must have greater immunity to phase assaults.’

‘Be afraid of those who will be waiting in the future. And be prepared.’

‘I’m also sorry. . . Lopez.’

🔷🔷🔷

Now that I know language and knowledge, I can explain myself. There is a clear efficiency in the fact that I can organize my thoughts through language.

Since I learned language first, the speed of understanding knowledge improved dramatically, and my head was filled with the knowledge that humanity has accumulated over a long time.

But I still don’t know what I am.

Not knowing what I am doesn’t mean that I don’t know what I am biologically, what humans call me, or where I belong.

It means that I knew something, but I didn’t know it.

So I think about my past several times a day.

Today, too, without fail.

. . .

I found out later, but at that time I was said to be in my mother’s 412th womb.

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